Wednesday, August 25, 2004
haix... long time no blog so.. tot of blogging.. wahahha... life's so sian... many many stuff happen... got a 80.3% attendance for me module HS3033.. den now many many probs.. well.. i'm still out everyday & njoying my life but i think realli beri tiring hor like tat.. should tame down abit le.. hahax... i wanna learn to be more guai leh... keke.. so unlike me right... wadeva... i do my project first... later need to hand up... ciaoz
:: cOttOn cAnDy dReAmEr ::||11:25 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
well.. todae mood was alright but by afternoon.. spoiled.. haiz.. i felt realli.. wad the people called "heart pain".. it realli hit me.. & its so painful tat i shed tears in the mrt.. was told by "someone" tat come pcik me up from skool.. but i ended skool early so went to our skool's shoppin acarde to walk.. bought 2 kit-kat.. wanna gibe "someone" but wun haf the chance... coz we actually quarrelled.. "someone" wanted to go home to wash clothes so wanted to meet me at control station but i'm wif my fren.. so i told "someone" to go home do all the stuff den come out meet me or if tired den rest at home.. "someone" told me neva mind.. u go den.. i not meetin u already.. and i can sense "someone" was pissed off wif me.. so i text "someone".. wei... u not happi arh.. u needa go home 1st right? "someone" reply.. i'm fine, i'ts alright..
i know "someone" ish unhappy.. my gut feelings always right when it come to "someone"...
"someone finally text me Dun always piss me off le den say sorry. if u wanna meet others den dun tell me tat u wanna meet me ya. i felt realli werid.. "someone" getting so pissed off other this matter plus it was not me whu wan tat fren to go.. my fren wanna follow me & i dunno how to reject.. i mean.. "someone" seen my fren b4 & chat wif her before so i didnt expect tis unhappiness to occur... i text "someone" saying.. i guess i took it fer granted tat u wun mind my fren comin along it didnt occur to me tat u would mind.. anyway my apologies.. but den.. "someone" reply.. N u didnt even asked if i mind? nevermind la, dun wanna quarrel wif u over tis.. tink next time we dun meet up la.. since we always haf prob meetin.. u take care ya. i'm not as sociable as u tink i am..
my heart realli broke.. it hurt so much tat my tears flow down.. i haf no idea why tat hurt so much.. maybe i realli treasure "someone".. i text her sayin.. okay.. now tat i noe.. well since u say tat den i'll respect ur decision.. it rained in my heart but no one knew.. i kept it.. hidden it.. tried to act like nothing has happen.. tried my best to remain how i used to be.. but i failed.. my fren as me wads wrong.. why i so sad.. i juz told her.. nothin.. thinkin abt something tats all.. whole day no mood.. till now.. well... guess will sleep early todae..
someone ask me.. if u like someone.. will u choose to be wif that someone? wad will u do.. my reply: if i lik tat person, i might not tell tat person unless im sure we will be together why coz i dun wan things to change between us.. i rather be secretly likin tat person and be happy as frens.. when it comes to relationship.. things will not be lik before... many probs start to occur & arguments etc.. plus u haf to fit into each other.. not everyone will be able to do it..
dun u think tat humans r selfish? i'm sure u will wanna be wif the one u love?! my reply: of coz i would wanne be wif the person i like but u like tat person doesnt mean u will haf tat person.. i would rather be by tat person den to be wif tat person.. if u like someone doesnt mean u haf to have tat someone...
:: cOttOn cAnDy dReAmEr ::||7:03 AM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
well.. havent been blogging fer daes... nearly a week?! many things happen sia... aiyo..
1st went to get abby the universal charger & change the SD reader... den i didnt carry any bag so i put it in a paper bag wif my surgical gloves, fren's photos & negatives.. den okoi offered to keep it in his bag.. den i say ok lor.. whu noes.. when we on the way home den i ask him fer the things he say all lost!!
i broke down a couple of times.. coz i feel tat i'm so irresponsible & wadsmore its not my stuff.. if its my stuff lost den nebermind... but now its my frens' stuff and she entrusted me to help her coz she trust me.. & now tat i lose it.. all the trust etc.. gonez...
next dae i went back to PS to look fer the stuff.. den that mac workers beri bad... he ask me many questions but when i ask if he haf it.. he kept me in suspense... freak! but.. nebermind.. as long i manage to get those stuff.. was happy to get tat bag back.. but the SD reader was missing... *Thank God*
had to go get the SD reader.. so went down to lucky to get it.. uncle ask me why i go get another one so i told him the story.. sobz..
went monks tat fridae night.. den met leemin outside monks coz she happen to be ard tat area.. surprise tat she fags.. coz i neva knew she fag.. wahahah... she was kindof high.. think she drank too much... hahax.. tat noon juz say she bo xin coz long time neva msg me.. den at night see her.. like kindof paisey sia.. wahaha.. but i hide it.. i good at hiding my feelings.. whahaha...
saturdae went to Why Not? to club.. den i actually had to pay $5 coz i'm under 21 but i managed to escape.. whahaha.. but without any stamp on my hand so i couldnt leave the place unless i finally decide not to go back in.. went there wif ahma, abang & jordon... den after we finish clubbin den we went to buy my fav porridge & back to hotel...
Sundae.. abby's Iron Chef competiton @ suntec.. reach there early coz i keep rushin abang.. den i had a feeling she wun win 1st.. my feelings were right... she got 2nd... but still i'm happy for her... but i had a feelin she will be kindof unhappy... guess my feelins were right... haiz... anyway abang bought 2 big tubs of GNC weight gainer from the GNC exhibition... he carry like siao.. but its damn cheap coz tat tub cost $117 before discount.. after discount its onli $17+.. freaking cheap sia.. den made abang buy me & abby a GNC bottle.. whahhaa... cheap cheap lar~
mondae lesson.. 8-9, 5-7.. madness.. so i didnt go fer the mornin lesson.. instead went to get IN IN's prezzie coz i've been tryin to find fer daes.. many things appear but all dun really fit wad my fren's expectation.. they think she wun wear those tops i wanted to buy... like from Levi's new top & a pink botton top.. very sweet... den adidas pink top.. realli like tat pink top.. anyway i so think she will wear them leh.. nevamind den.. end up went to get her the adidas gift voucher $60..
todae, tuesday got no lesson.. coz todae ish graduation dae.. den my mornin lessons was pushed up to 5-7pm yest lerx... hmm.. at home doin my laundry... haf 2 loads of clothes to wash + bedsheets... hahahax... tired sia... lata goin out.. i'm broke!!!!!! hahahax.... will blog againx.. till den..
:: cOttOn cAnDy dReAmEr ::||1:08 AM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Heez~ had presentation in the morning.. practical exam in the noon & theory exam in the evening.. wad a hectic dae.. haix... presentation went out fine... practical got 2 parts one ish handwashing.. 2nd ish gowning of the OT gown & gloves.. did very well for my handwashing which i tot i wun do well.. but failed the gowning section coz i hand itchy.. wear the gown liao den the lecturer suppose to tie for me.. but i fip the string to the back for the lectuerer to tie.. den contaminated the thingy.. my lecturer told me i actually did very well for my practical if it wasnt for tat flipping of the string.. i think i'll get high marks.. but well.. sianx.. now gonna get my retest done on the 11th aug.. nvm larx.. wads done cannot be undone... haix~
theory exam went on well.. went to the wrong lecture theater coz i tot i was wif my frens from other group but to find out my group's in a diff place.. whahaha... by the time i go into the lecture theater, they all have already started the exam.. but well.. i still managed to finish before time..
the lecturer went thru the MCQ.. got 21/25 for it... hope my SAQ will get high marks.. i dun wish to fail... hahahax....
went to meet ahma after skool.. she wanted me to accmpany her go cut her hair.. but end up neva cut also.. coz we wait for jorden & jyren to arrive.. by the time their boss ask to go suntect wif her to get something.. so the whole gang follow... hahax.. jorden haf a beri big love bite on her neck!! damn big & orrr che leh..
went to thai express for dinner wif my fren.. den abby finish her briefing at suntec so she came down to pass me her thing & she join us for dinner.. she pass me the tixs to her competition... its tis sat (semi-finals) & sun (finals).. i'm so going lor... muz support her althou she always bully wo.. ahhahax...
went down to PS to meet up wif ZY, yoyo, Ian, Kenny, Jasper & one more guy which look so ah pek.. sorry to say... hahax.. anyway.. from far i saw ZY already coz her hair damn "GIM" can.. i so tell her to go dye her hari other color to cover up the current color.. coz so nan kan can!! can faint arh wah laoz... cannot make it sia.... not long lata jyren called to say she's wif her fren at PS & ask me to find her.. so sat wif her at starbucks till abang reach Cityhall....
waited fer ahma to knock off from work.. den she came to meet us wif jordan.. end up we slack at balestier wif jordan, ahbang, jyren, ahma & me.. went to a prata shop & slack till 0230hrs..
todae late fer skool as usual... haiyo.. let u guys see my attendance.. 85% den i will be barred from my exams u know... die sia... tis is only the 4th week of skool u know.. i think i'm very very slack this semester.. i've neva been so absent from skool before.. & i've neva got so close to 85% before.. haix.. time i shld wake up from playin... but well.. i'm tryin... tryin....
Module
Attendance Rate
HS2080-BEH3B
95.5
HS3032-NURS3A
95.5
HS3033-NURS3B
87.0
HS3054-LAB3A
96.4
:: cOttOn cAnDy dReAmEr ::||12:16 AM
Monday, July 26, 2004
went to dye my hair yest wif abby.. think my hair color sux.. so black can! aiya.. anyway.. i'll get over it soon.. worst come to worst will go dye some other color.. heeheex.. went to slack wif the usual gang, ahma, abang, okoi & 2 more.. eddie & leon(if i neva rem her name wrongly!)
was suppose to catch a bus home.. but end up the bus ends at sembawang park den from there we haf to catch a cab... we called & waited for a cab meanwhile we were talkin abt ghost stories & some lame jokes... the cab arrive at nearly 0100hrs.. the cab very "IN" sia.. got blue light inside.. shiok man~ whahaha...
woke up at 0600hrs but neva go to skool coz was havin a headache.. told my fren to help me to write my name but got a sms from "IN IN" tellin me tat the lecturer called my name, was lookin for me.. die sia.. after the lecture, the lecturer called for my name againx.. haiz.. dunno how larx.. if realli die.. den die.. the lecturer wans me to go see her.. but i will act like i dunno or maybe tmr den i go see her den pretend i didnt hear her call me.. onli heard from my frens tat she lookin for me.. hahax... we'll see how things go bah..
well.. i shld start studyin now.. my theory paper & pratical exam ish tmr.. heehee.. i cant afford to fail it.. its way too impt.. shall stay home todae to study... i must do well & work hard.. hmmm... wish me luck guys.. tonight muz go cut my nails real short & remove all accessories including my necklace... i betta go study now..
:: cOttOn cAnDy dReAmEr ::||7:06 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
met up wif abby @ city hall.. was late for 10 mins.. & kanna nagged by here... ^told ya a million times not to be late & u still late^ wahhaa.. i so can memorise wad she say sia... told her i'm the princess for these few daes & she suppose to "rang" wo coz my distant relative came to visit me but tat stooopid eunuch happily bully me the whole dae! freak~
went town & met my ahma & her gf(Min).. den went to slack at coffee bean while waiting for Okio & abang to arrive.. they took ages.. den went down to burger king coz they wanna makan.. den at 2300hrs we headed for home... but end up went to abang's hse to slack.. his internet's down so we could only watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S on his pc... ahma watch until she fell asleep.. guess she muz be too tired after workin fer daes.. we left his hse at 0200 coz i really tired & wanted to koonx...
woke up tis mornin or rather noon & received 7 missed calls & msg from shuhui.. she text me tis.. "leanne, morning! if i'm not wrong.. u have clinical prac todae" when i saw tis msg i jump fer my life.. i kanna scared sia.. i was tellin myself.. i tot my clinical prac was on wed.. 28th july.. so i called my assistant leader to check if she was in skool.. den end up i still tink i am right.. coz i check my schedule 3 times b4 i sign on the list... its wed... 28th july... it have to be lor~!!
:: cOttOn cAnDy dReAmEr ::||11:05 PM
i was out on fridae.. met up wif abby, she waited for me @ YCK den we went to orchard... she's such a lucky ass! her dad picked up a digital cam which ish beri nice & good... den she was busy showin it off to me... *frowns* anyway.. we went to lucky to look for the charger but she bought something else instead.. den we headed to HMV.. after tat laoshu called me.. she wanted to meet up for a movie.. so i told her to meet me at lido den we decide.. had dinner at lido's LJS.. tat stupid abby kept luffing.. & singing tat damn song.. pinky & the brain...*ACT CUTE* hahax... den we waited for abang (joey) to come.. lied to him the movie ish at 9pm coz we know he is foreva late... as usual he came late.. ~bOoRiNg ArH~
Watched Connie & Carla.. quite a gay & "drag" kindof show.. but it funni larx... but den hor.. me & abby very xin ku.. coz the sits there beri cramp & our legs R longer as compared to XXXX so we cant shake out legs or get the right position to place them.. den we get yao suan bei tong sia.. hahahax... after the movie, laoshu & abby went home.. left me & abang.. den we went to PS coz yoyo & gang were there... strike 12 & its yoyo's bdae so we took a mrt over...
:: SaTuRdAe :: 24th July 2004 ::
Slack at PS till OkiO arrived.. he bought us plenty of KFC.. 1 zinger burger, 1 coconut pie, 4 large whipped potato, 1 reg popcorn chix & 5 pieces of chix... but end up we onli ate 1 piece of chix, the popcorn chix & a whipped potato.. hahax... we den went down to cineleisure coz since we had nothin in mind to do.. ahma, okoi & abang decided to catch a movie... they wanted to watch Visitors which was at 0455.. so late can.. so i decided not to watch but head home instead.. reach home.. tot i could sleep.. but my ex called & we chat till 0600 den i can koonkoonx.. had a hard time tryin to wake abby up... she's such a pig!!! whahaha....
0900 woke up & quickly went to shower coz i'm suppose to bring my grandma to the polyclinic to get her wound dressing done... she scalded her hand with hot oil while fryin fish.. poor grandma.. *heart nearly drop when i heard abt it* but when i saw her yest... i heave a sigh of relieve.. its not as bad as i tot it would be.. thanks god.. i took a cab down.. by the time i reach the polyclinic.. everything was completed.. den i waited for my aunty coz she wanted to see a doc for health screenin.. & waited for my cousin to knock off coz she workin at tat polyclinic... den after which i stay at my granny hse till 6pm coz i was too tired, i took a nap...
went down to ps at 1800 coz yoyo called me & ask me if i was goin down to meet him.. its his bdae... so i went down.. he's got prezzie lik a heap of mountain can! so many sia.. i ask him.. u juz went shoppin arh aunty or pasar?! hahax... abang came down PS wif Jovin.. den we went to slack at mac as usual... waited for ahma & jyren... sat there and chat till ard 0100hrs den i took a cab home wif ahma coz we had no programme in mind & i was gettin tired fer sittin there too long... anyway. was suppose to wakie abby up at ard 2030 but i decided not to wakie her coz i noe she's beri tired & i wanted her to het more rest... but i think i did the wrong ting & i'm kindof guilty coz she called me & ask me why i didnt wakie her up.. she told me she was hungry.. was suppose to gif abby a call when i get home but i ZzZzzZzz... guess i was really juz too exhausted..
:: cOttOn cAnDy dReAmEr ::||1:45 AM